I can’t even begin to tell you what is going on with me internally.
Emotionally I am exhausted. Mentally I am falling into oblivion.
Just pass me the blunt, so that none of this will matter.
So that everything is nothing.
So that I can just sit back and sail away to a place only I know.
Just pass me the blunt, no questions, nothing.
My mind is racing too fast, my heart is beating too slow,
nothing is on the same page. I feel it beginning to cave
in as the beats get slower, shallower. As I inhale all of nature,
let everything be nothing and nothing be everything.
As I connect with my higher self,
everything will become clearer and lighter the further I sail away.
As I inhale the thick, sweet aroma let it course through me,
rendering the tension to surrender. Let it invade my mind
so that peace consumes and I smile for the first time.
So just pass me the blunt, no questions, nothing.
And everything will be nothing and nothing will be everything.
(C) Al’Nysa S. Goodwin