They say that it’s big of her because she walked away.
That she handled it with the utmost grace. But what they don’t know is
that her heart cries every night and every time the pain is always heavier
She never speaks about it because the person she wants to confide in,
she had to walk away from. She fights a seemingly endless urge to call him.
To want to hear his voice. To watch at his energy swallows her.
But with the utmost grace, she loves him from a far.
She loves him in her dreams and with all her soul.
And with the utmost grace she chose wisdom, instead of pain.
© Al’Nysa S. Goodwin